Savoring Every Moment .... Living in Today....

I took the post below and pasted it into an e-mail to P. It says everything that I feel. He admitted it's all true. He's trying to brush it under the carpet and for right now, I'm going along with it. I've got too much going on with the surgery to let myself be emotionally drained by this. I hope he will take everything to heart and start believing in me.

24 hours from now or less I'll be in recovery, hearing that everything went well.