Trying?
I went to bed last night and he started talking about me staying. I don’t know for sure what will happen. I don’t know what I want to happen. There are only 3.5 days until we leave for Florida. Why don’t I know if we are coming back to Virginia or not? My sister is already sending out my resume to local employers. I have a life here (work is busy and I have plans for our summer), yet I want to be with my family right now (I just don’t know if P is a permanent part of my family).
I went to bed last night and he started talking about me staying. I don’t know for sure what will happen. I don’t know what I want to happen. There are only 3.5 days until we leave for Florida. Why don’t I know if we are coming back to Virginia or not? My sister is already sending out my resume to local employers. I have a life here (work is busy and I have plans for our summer), yet I want to be with my family right now (I just don’t know if P is a permanent part of my family).
2 thoughts:
Milenka said...
*hugs* I'm so sorry, H. If there is ever anything I can do, please let me know.
Anonymous said...
If you stay, do it because you want to, not "because of the kids." If you leave, remember that it could always be worse; he could be using them as pawns to keep you against your will. Please blogroll me (actually, you already have, but I've changed blogs--if you come to my site you will "recognize" me, I'm sure). Chin up, babe. The Internets love ya.